finally the video is finish

They Doesn't Use Their Heart

Throws everything to the corner of door, where I can close over it with the dusts in that room
May I like that??
Run out of one heavens to other heaven, and possibly that is of all do not my own
Don't worry I will see to the fore pays, attention to my entire step without needing bowed below, like fear with everything that will happen in the next time
I hardly wait for it!!
I try my new life with trying to what which offered by heaven which I would visits later.
Would God show anything to me to be the slave which far better to understand what the actually…
Not for cadge but to try by my hand and my prayer!!
Would be better for me!!
Are you known??
Anything would be better if you understood what is the actually meaning your life for me now
Far
From a driblet of water in my starving for runs barren desert
Far
Hopefully you would soon realize it…
Before the dusts close over anything…
Anything…


They not betray but doing what which entitled they to do
Will not be a long time these all happened
They only did what which they heart feels
But they indeed doesn't use their heart and their brain

my cry and my smile

I don't know what I feel
This feeling always exist
But I don’t know
I don’t like it
Felt so sickening
Because it make me not pleasant
And sometimes this thing masters me
Even possibly can make me feel the pressure
All which I tell you is a lie
I lie when I saw you not important to me
I lie when I saw I wish you is him
Knew you in reality?
I want you are here
Not for her
But for me
But you never understand
This heart is sick
I do not wish
The human that always I call the name
Becomes someone who is comprehending me
I only wish you
Believe me
Not this lip!!!
But this heart!!!
So understand me
I am not one person that easy to tell about this
My lip felt frozen if I must talking more
But look my eyes
I cry when I must leave you
I cry when you say the name besides me
And I smile if you understand what I mean

Please always stand by me

Please always stand by me. I’m happy today. Because you’re with me and the world is still beautiful and worthy. I’ve been trying really hard not to think about you all the time. But it’s not working. Miss you…love you…!!!You don’t know what it’s like, baby… you don’t know what it’s like to love somebody…. To love somebody the way I love you.

It takes 3 words to say I love you…. 3 minutes to explain… 3 hours to demonstrate…. 3 days to appreciate... but it take a lifetime to prove it how I love you so much.

When I see you… you take 20% of my life

When you talk…. You take 50% of my heart

But when you smile… you take the whole part of my life… especially my heart

Meet you was fate… become your friend was choice… but falling in love with you was completely out of my control

Love begins with a smile, grows with a kiss and ends with a tear

In the arithmetic of love, one plus one equals everything… and two minus one equals nothing

Whenever you think of me, please know that no matter how many miles separate us, you are and always will be the love of my life and I will never love anyone as much again

I thank god everyday for letting me meet you and for you falling in love with me… I love you all that I am

The look in your eyes… the touch of your hands… the sounds of your voice… it’s all I need to brighten my day and bow the rainy clouds away

Every time I look at you, my heart misses a beat… you are the one who holds the key to my heart

If I tell you that I love you, can I keep you forever…??!!

I wish I were a teddy bear.. sitting on your bed… then if you dreamt of someone else, I’d punch you in the head

You’re won my love, now I love you. This heart of mine I give to you. So keep it safe as I have done. For you have 2 and I have none

On this cold night, in my small room, I look at the bite stars in the dark sky and dream of your sweet smile on your cute face. Good night

I think I need to call heaven because they’ve lost one of their angels

Baby, did it hurt when you fell from heaven??!

Baby, you must be tired because you’ve been running through my mind all night

I’m a thief, and I’m here to steal you heart

Can I have directions to your heart??!!

Do you believe in love at first sight? Or should I walk past you again??!

If only I’d known that there was a man like you, I could have searched the ends of the earth. But now I have found you. I’ll never let you go

Last night I hugged my pillow and dreamt of you. I wish that someday I’d dream about my pillow and I’d be hugging you

If I Have Perfect Friends

If I really becoming your friend…

If you would always devoted listens everything what I say…
I am not necessarily to suppose …
Because I have owned your as a friend!!
Now??
If I have a brother like you…
If we meeting every day …
I will not stand far from your
Because I am possible too fool to experience these all without helping from another person
If it all is not happened, I would to wake up soon from this nightmare
Because I will not strong to faces every day in my life
Fortunately….
Till now I always have it!
Although sometimes you have never comprehends meaning of your presence in my life...
And you are known??
I am a friend and a sister who always I am requires you as a good listener…
Hopefully you will never tire to become “the man"!
And hopefully you would understand although maybe in fact you have never understood!!

Help Me for Stand Up

There is a story that impossible another person likes to remember it...

Same as cobblestone which castaway and always kicked without thinking like what form that inhabiting the stone...

Knew you???

Like what if we just can grope without have ever felt.....

Follows path that has been specified without have ever complained???

I also only a human that always did mistake and sin and not one from the matter I wish or I intentionally...

Are you understands???

Like what reside in middle thousands of toady angels which only wish to take off all wisdoms and kindness which during the time lives in my physic!!

Isn’t it true that a hypocrisy??

I only can follow the current without have ever can withdraw my self and secedes my self from these all...

Please for the last time don’t abuse what I have followed, like they...

Because I am sure you comprehend like what likely...

Because now I am being awake and crawls to stand up.

Just try to forget him

He comes to my life, when I need someone beside me. He is not perfect but he can make me feel comfort. I like him because he still prays to god while his friends not pray. I like looks a man when he is pray. His face looks very bright when he prays. And he there when I needed him and that is very important to me.
But my friends not like him. They think he can make me to be bad girl. So, they always try to keep away me from him. I am feels so sad with them. I can’t walk with him again, jokes with him, and give a ride by him.
But now I understand why my friends forbid me to approach with him. He not really good to me, he just come to me when he need me and he lie to me. I feel very sick. Now I try to not remember him again. Although, sometimes I still remember his unperfected in my life. And it can make me hard to forget him. But I believe, one day someone will take his place in my heart.

5 words is 4ever

i have 5 friends
ucep, james, krisna, igoy and ami
i saw them when i start my school in UNPAD
nothing that special.. everything is same with the other people.
we have some problem.. we have some good news..
sometimes we go together,,
doing something stupid.. but that can make me feel happy..
we often meet a problem..
like yesterday, ucep not speak to me because he not like me..
he think i am not understood him..
if i am not sick, he is never talk to me again.
but he is surely my best friends, so he talk to me when i sick..
he can't let me sick bacause think about him..
and today i'm realize i was wrong..
i'm promise never do it again!!
i still want they to be my best friends..forever..

5 words is YOGYA

my holiday in HAPPY HOLIDAY,,,

me and my big family is going to WATES, YOGYAKARTA.
visiting my grandfather in there. my grandfather working as a farmer.
 wates is my mother hometown and that's only a little city part of yogyakarta.
the interisting place in wates is the beach, like GLAGAH BEACH, KOKAP BEACH and many more,,,
almost that beach is not to familiar for tourist from the other city.
wates is only 30 minute from yogyakarta, but that's does'nt make wates a tourism city like yogyakarta.
many people know yogyakarta as student city but the tourism also growth so quickly and make yogyakarta being one of destination for tourist to holiday.
now the goverment of yogyakarta begin to introduce yogyakarta to international tourist and make them interisting to visit yogyakarta.
in yogyakarta there's one famous place to shopping, it called MALIOBORO STREET.
we can buy any traditional things from yogyakarta like batik, silver, souvenir and many more.