my cry and my smile

I don't know what I feel
This feeling always exist
But I don’t know
I don’t like it
Felt so sickening
Because it make me not pleasant
And sometimes this thing masters me
Even possibly can make me feel the pressure
All which I tell you is a lie
I lie when I saw you not important to me
I lie when I saw I wish you is him
Knew you in reality?
I want you are here
Not for her
But for me
But you never understand
This heart is sick
I do not wish
The human that always I call the name
Becomes someone who is comprehending me
I only wish you
Believe me
Not this lip!!!
But this heart!!!
So understand me
I am not one person that easy to tell about this
My lip felt frozen if I must talking more
But look my eyes
I cry when I must leave you
I cry when you say the name besides me
And I smile if you understand what I mean

Please always stand by me

Please always stand by me. I’m happy today. Because you’re with me and the world is still beautiful and worthy. I’ve been trying really hard not to think about you all the time. But it’s not working. Miss you…love you…!!!You don’t know what it’s like, baby… you don’t know what it’s like to love somebody…. To love somebody the way I love you.

It takes 3 words to say I love you…. 3 minutes to explain… 3 hours to demonstrate…. 3 days to appreciate... but it take a lifetime to prove it how I love you so much.

When I see you… you take 20% of my life

When you talk…. You take 50% of my heart

But when you smile… you take the whole part of my life… especially my heart

Meet you was fate… become your friend was choice… but falling in love with you was completely out of my control

Love begins with a smile, grows with a kiss and ends with a tear

In the arithmetic of love, one plus one equals everything… and two minus one equals nothing

Whenever you think of me, please know that no matter how many miles separate us, you are and always will be the love of my life and I will never love anyone as much again

I thank god everyday for letting me meet you and for you falling in love with me… I love you all that I am

The look in your eyes… the touch of your hands… the sounds of your voice… it’s all I need to brighten my day and bow the rainy clouds away

Every time I look at you, my heart misses a beat… you are the one who holds the key to my heart

If I tell you that I love you, can I keep you forever…??!!

I wish I were a teddy bear.. sitting on your bed… then if you dreamt of someone else, I’d punch you in the head

You’re won my love, now I love you. This heart of mine I give to you. So keep it safe as I have done. For you have 2 and I have none

On this cold night, in my small room, I look at the bite stars in the dark sky and dream of your sweet smile on your cute face. Good night

I think I need to call heaven because they’ve lost one of their angels

Baby, did it hurt when you fell from heaven??!

Baby, you must be tired because you’ve been running through my mind all night

I’m a thief, and I’m here to steal you heart

Can I have directions to your heart??!!

Do you believe in love at first sight? Or should I walk past you again??!

If only I’d known that there was a man like you, I could have searched the ends of the earth. But now I have found you. I’ll never let you go

Last night I hugged my pillow and dreamt of you. I wish that someday I’d dream about my pillow and I’d be hugging you

If I Have Perfect Friends

If I really becoming your friend…

If you would always devoted listens everything what I say…
I am not necessarily to suppose …
Because I have owned your as a friend!!
Now??
If I have a brother like you…
If we meeting every day …
I will not stand far from your
Because I am possible too fool to experience these all without helping from another person
If it all is not happened, I would to wake up soon from this nightmare
Because I will not strong to faces every day in my life
Fortunately….
Till now I always have it!
Although sometimes you have never comprehends meaning of your presence in my life...
And you are known??
I am a friend and a sister who always I am requires you as a good listener…
Hopefully you will never tire to become “the man"!
And hopefully you would understand although maybe in fact you have never understood!!

Help Me for Stand Up

There is a story that impossible another person likes to remember it...

Same as cobblestone which castaway and always kicked without thinking like what form that inhabiting the stone...

Knew you???

Like what if we just can grope without have ever felt.....

Follows path that has been specified without have ever complained???

I also only a human that always did mistake and sin and not one from the matter I wish or I intentionally...

Are you understands???

Like what reside in middle thousands of toady angels which only wish to take off all wisdoms and kindness which during the time lives in my physic!!

Isn’t it true that a hypocrisy??

I only can follow the current without have ever can withdraw my self and secedes my self from these all...

Please for the last time don’t abuse what I have followed, like they...

Because I am sure you comprehend like what likely...

Because now I am being awake and crawls to stand up.